walking home with Joel thru throngs of college students
Joel: Honey, how come we don't go out and get drunk like all these cool people? Me: I dunno. Joel: Are we destined to be un-cool for the rest of our lives? Me: Mm-hmm. Joel: Damn. I'm depressed.
I'm just like everyone else; a mass of contradictions.... I want things to go my way, but I'm often disappointed by the outcome when they do. I love solitude, but choose to spend most of my time with people. I long for, but am terrified of, permanence. Learning to embrace (or at least endure) loss of any kind is my greatest challenge.
I live in Oneonta with my good friend Joel, my ex-boyfriend's cat, Clovis, and a ton of plants.
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